Monday, September 22, 2008,7:16 PM
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god she is gonna kill me for writing this but to hell with it. she can do wadeva she wants lah. she was screaming at me anyway for not signing on the damn paper.
first things first, si?
ok since i pity val i'm gonna get that outta the way first. he didn't do anything...not really, anyway. you should know val, he talks too much. before he thinks.
for the others...
i just want to inform you something. like i said, I AM NOT INVOLVED. i didn't do anything except for sit there and buat bodoh. call me stupid, but that's what i did. it was either that...or take someone's side. you SHOULD know me well enuf that i don't take anyone's side when it comes to this stuff. except my own.
ok, about the minah thingy. she wanted to join, not they asked her. i was sitting there the whole time, i should know. they couldn't exactly push her away. so she joined.
i'm gonna go this from top to bottom now. not to sound defensive, but to give you an explanation. to be honest i really couldnt care less but just in CASE you keep thinking that somehow I AM INVOLVED. i am just praying that A does not go online anytime soon, or i am seriously dead.
about the movie. that was before the fight, correct? we were going to hold two movie sessions, one for girls and another with guys, because the guys didn't want to come since you were coming. i swear i am not making this up. i think they were trying not to hurt your feelings.
and i really did want to sleep. A just suddenly volunteered my house for no good reason.
then cme...we did not ask val to do anything. didn't you see? he wasn't anywhere near us for the whole period!! damn, man. don't jump to conclusions. did we really say the "watch out after school" thing? i dunno. i was writing something the whole while.
i do know bout the other shouting parts. next time try to see if i shout too before just accusing me.
they never tried to be minahs, kay? just because one joined (i am so offending people here...) does not mean the rest of them are. err, for one, i don't even like em? hello? or didn't you remember anything about me?
notice that i didn't mention the gang part? because i am trying to be the PEACEMAKER here. to be honest...i really am kinda pissed about that. i'm just not putting it HERE.
this next part is so going to make me end up buried and stone cold DEAD if A sees it.
i'll just tell you why they are angry at you, okay? but try not to spread this too much if you're worried about your rep.
they think that you're fake. because to them, in the beginning of the year, you were all anti-her and now? you're practically best friends. we're not ignoring you. it's the other way around. even months before the fight started you were all buddy-buddy with her. did you really think we were going to follow you around?
okay? so just try to see their perspective for a minute. me? i'm trying to stay neutral. i'm not stupid enough to get involved in this stuff. if i got involved in every fight my friends were in, i wouldn't be alive right now. ppl like kelvin and *an ex-VDH* just like to get in fights. i'm not as dumb to wear my heart on my sleeve for everyone to show.
damn i sound emo there.
okay enough. i wanna go disturb someone.
