ooo pathetique
Quote: Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008,9:31 PM
eeeeeeeeeee

seriously man. life is so so weird.

first i think i'm gonna have a bad day because, i dont know, my eye is like so so painful. ok painful isn't the right word. stinging? whenever i blink, i start crying, but only from that eye. i must've looked weird.

then i think i'll have a good day because during homeroom the sting vanished & i dunno, i felt better.

and THEN i get the stupid maths test, which i probably got a nil for anyway, since my stinging eye returned with a vengeance. that, plus i got a headache that was really bad but probably couldn't classify as a migraine.

then history. definitely cheered me up, i was laughing all the way. probably because of mr faizal and major william farquhar. i really should tell alvin that mr faizal teaches history and lit, not english. it isn't his job to educate us on pronounication. we totally sabo-ed the poor guy with miss siti and miss chan.

anyway. the mood kept till recess and english. then it was bio time. ding ding ding! major alarm. bio test that would decide if you got bio remedials...or not. i seriously hope i passed it. my schedule's full enough without yet another stinking remedial on it.

let's see what i've got:
Mondays: VDHeroes meet...can't miss. not for anything. :)
Tuesdays: CCA
Wednesdays: maths remedial...dang it.
Thursdays: FREE! (i think)
Fridays: CCA

So there you go. a schedule that will last me till 6. especially the VDH. chances are we'll go mad and start cycling again. did i mention i almost got crashed by a car?

oh yeah. me & naz were cruising down the hill with my bro on my newly-bought stands. then had to turn, as you would see if you were watching my vids. and then we didn't see a black car, so since naz was ahead, he almost whacked straight into it. me? i shouted, yelled and started swearing at naz for suddenly swerving in front of me while i was trying to avoid the car.

but i keep getting sidetracked. where was i? bio. of course.

so alvin was pestering miss chan about major william farquhar AGAIN and miss chan was all, ask mr faizal yourself, i don't teach history. and then alvin shut up. he probably broke his world record of keeping quiet. his previous record was six minutes and 5 seconds after mr faizal ordered him to shuddup. this one is seven minutes and 22 seconds.

ok, so i don't include tests and exams. but you HAVE to keep quiet then, right? it's not like you have any other choice, really.

so then was cme, and had to join tables into on long line, so from sitting two-by-two we sat in one longgggg line across the class. i sat at 2nd last row.

v. noisy. ppl just can't shut up. fazreen was pestering me about the prank, haikal was pestering fazreen to know what the hell was he talking about, anderitte was arguing with yu wei for some obscene reason and yu wei was talking about racism.

and then yu wei had to say his hobby was playing ball games. then the last 2 rows at the back cracked up when he said he went to tournaments to play.

my class is weird. even i have to admit it. but hey. it's fun.

so i was in a smacking good mood throughout lunch and CCA. then came the first-aid test.

i was so, so panicked. honest. i was going, oh shit oh shit, in my mind, because i need to not only take first aid practical i also have to take first aid theory when everyone else has taken it.

so i became in a lousy mood. i needed to pick up my sis at 6.45 latest, and guess what, we left as "sammie's clock", as quoted by a particular person, hit 6.43.

how lucky can i get? you're pretty damn well lucky you didn't get into my way when i was so pissed. already i was furious coz the S-NCO's didn't want to let us go and just bersurai us already. no, they put us on diam mode and tried to get us to laugh so that they could make us do push-ups.

so i called my father. turns out my mum was at home anyway. but i'm STILL in a bad mood and for some reason i wanted to avoid any human contact. especially with people who knew me.

and then Mr Z has to board 358.

i tell you, i was pretty damn well close to breaking then. i was pissed, i was late and i was damn heck of a hungry. i hadn't eaten much. actually i didn't even EAT, unless you count some water and 100 plus.

so i got some chocolate, calmed down and went back still feeling quite angry.

and i find out my dad ordered pizza.

mood swings are really weird, ya? idk if it only occurs to those of the female gender, but mood swings are the worst. no wonder so many teenage girls are all suicidal.

anyway. coming to ten. most likely you won't see this till tomorrow, wednesday, anyway, so gotta go. ciao.