Thursday, February 28, 2008,2:56 PM
blank. empty. NADA.
you know what? i feel so lonely.
why, you ask? ans:
-the usual people aint playing soccer downstairs.
-i cant go to LAN
-my bro isn't back (not sure if that's good or bad...=] )
-& AND I KEEP THINKING OF A!!!!
dammit i sound so bloody emo there but its true. i feel so weird. like i'm infatuated. different from obsessed...infatuated is more like fake love?
ahem. ANYWAY...
i was sitting at the table minding my own business when i suddenly feel so sad. he lives right opposite my block but somehow he couldve been living in jurong.
fyi i live in pasir ris...
so i felt like...like i dunno. somehow i think he's forgotten i exist EVEN though i play soccer with him? and challenge his bloody bro in cs? (his bro got 272. i got 263.)
bcoz he goes to loyang sec and i KNOW there are minahs there. EVERY school has minahs. except maybe RGS.
and A's the kind of guy that attracts minahs the way blood attracts sharks. for all i care the minahs could be the sharks and i'm the poor person who's leaking the blood.
& he's like VERY cute so i'm guessing ALL girls will b attracted except the morons. hell, even if you're attached you'd be attracted...
and he's partly flirt. guess he cant help it, boys that good-looking will naturally be flirts. right??
i feel so empty. i dont want to like him anymore. i want to act like he doesn't existed. but you cant ignore a person after you like him for 5 years. after you've KNOWN him for 5 years.
and guess what? i still like him.
DAMMIT.
Boys notice when girls flirt with another boy faster compared to when the girl flirts with them. In other words, boys only see the bad things and not the good.
